Waffle & Zebra
5:00 a.m. thoughts

So, the only reason I’m even on this site is because Stephen told me to get an account here. And since he is, by far, the most awesome person I’ve ever had the privilege of talking to, I created this. I probably won’t post a whole lot…And what I do post will be crazy, mixed up things that make no sense. But here it is! The ramblings and inner workings of my mind! Good luck sorting it all out.

I’m annoyed, right now. My day went from being horrible, to kickass, then right back to horrible. And honestly, I’m exhausted from it all. I’ve got so much on my mind, that I’m not even sure what’s going on half of the time, and I think I’m going a bit crazy…Quite literally. Oh well. People have gotten through worse, right? Right. All will be good in the morning. And if not, well…It will eventually.

I guess what’s really bothering me the most is that I was accused of ignoring someone whom I thought was angry at me. And apparently that’s reason enough for us not to be friends anymore. I get really irritated when I’ve apparently done something wrong, and am completely unaware of it. Especially when I’m not given the opprotunity to fix it. It’s not fair, and it’s not right. I’m mad as all hell that once again I’m left feeling like I’m just not worth the trouble. Ugh. I never realized just how angry I was until I started writing this all out…Just how upset it made me that someone could so easily throw away my friendship like I meant nothing to them…

Okay, I’m done. I’m starting to sound like a whiney little bitch, haha. I’m going to go back to listening to Danny Elfman, and working on the short story I promised my friend I’d write for her. Besides, the sun’s coming up. :]